DIfFerEnt ThiNkS

 in some places, had a big sphere shape,..many color had cover the big sphere,....pattern on this sphere is stranded,...not many people can saw it,....there is only certain that might be saw it,....the feeling to see all of this cannot be easy,....u might see,..or u might not to see,...

inside the sphere had many tiny form of shape,...hard to count,...but easy to recognize,... anybody will,.....but,...all this form of shape seems really difficult for me to understand,....anything seems difficult for me,....some form smooth as it looks,...some form really gross,...some other was so softy,...n,...other form hard to describe,...

i might thing i should leave it as what as it was,...but,...leave it just like that make me hard to stand still as what it was,....if i leave it just like that,...the form will soon been bothered even more towards my life,....it will always come towards my heart and i feel sick of it,....if i do care about it,....the form might be broken into pieces that hard for me to join it back,....

why i wrote this????,....because inside all of this form that bothered me all the time had another tiny little form,..it is even more hard to describe,...even the form is just around me,....for me,...many shape of form been formed,....there is many things to think,.....every form had different shape,....every different shape had many type n color cover on it,....every color means with something that everybody will easy to describe,.....for me,...shape that cover with pink or red,....is the shape that easy to broken,.....n easy to join when its broken,....but shape that cover with blue,...is easy to broken but hard to join it back,....n the green shape means,...it is not easy to broken n not easy to join,....
i will never knew,..what is the exact shape that will be mine???many shape with many color,...but,...some shape doesn`t match with any color,....whats color to be me???what shape to be me??? i`m not some lucky person who always got luck where,when,what, who n how the lucks reach,....
i would rather say that all is just sucks more then lucks,....
insides those tiny little shape got another little tiny minnie form of shape,....those tiny minnie little shape really small n no colour on it,...everytime there was a color want to cover all of it`s surface,...the color doesn`t match with the shape at all,....what should i do with this shape,....this shape just like somekind of gross but smooth when we chuck,....but the color still doesn`t match,....
what was around this shape is only loudness voices,...all this voices just makes this shape annoying,....what then should i do with this shape,....it is very small n it`s hard to take care of it,....
this is just a lonely shape,....with no color on it,....might be broken n will be hard to still,...
but,....this shape just realize,....it needs all the color to cover up all its surface,.....its must take n make all the color fit with it,...so that,...the shape will be brighten n shine,.....n the loud voices that covering its life will be silence,...
lonely shape,.....